Thursday, April 26, 2012

Sorry I Have To Close

Actually I won’t be closing for awhile yet but I am not writing or posting anything new (except this) on Diary Of A Mad Hoosier. I have enough to do at Bekkie In Wonderland. It’s my original BlogSpot and has a large library due to over a decade of writing. I will still post stories from and about my home town, it will just be there.

Most of my Followers here have already moved or belonged to BIW already. I don’t like having to move all of the loyal Followers I do have, so I apologize to any of you who have to move back. I would sure like seeing you at BIW!

It was nice to try and see if I needed a change. Thanx to my friends who did try out this site and it was fun for the short time I had it up. Writing for one site is hard enough and I put too much on my plate.

Luv, Still A Mad Hoosier 

Sunday, April 8, 2012

In Your Easter Finest

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My brother and I in our Easter finest April of 1963.

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Every year until we were old enough to know better (and then some) Easter day was a big event in my family. It was finally Spring and the crocus were blooming through the rapidly melting snow along with the first tulips under the soon to be blooming lilac bushes.

Another sure sign of Easter was when dad would go up in the attic and bring down our Easter baskets to decorate. Each of us had our own basket that we used each year and couldn’t wait to get started on them. Any holiday with candy tied to it was very important to us kids and I still have a mouth full of fillings to prove it today. PhotobucketTee hee!

Mom boiled the eggs and we happily decorated them taking great care. We put new grass in our baskets and when we were finished with them; we put our baskets aside for the Easter Bunny.

Being a girl I know I liked this part more than my brother but every year for church on Easter Sunday we got a new outfit to wear and a picture taken right before going to church. My mother made most of our clothes and she was already busy making our new outfits for Easter.

In the picture above my mother made my dress and the cute little apron that went over it. I remember that dress and all the other clothes she made for me very fondly. She continued to make me clothes in High School and my best friends always wanted to trade clothes with me to wear to school. That was cool because then I got to wear their store bought clothes in turn. My mother was an excellent seamstress.

My brother’s red jacket and black pants were also made by my mother. Don’t we look darling? You can’t really see it, but we’re standing by our Zenith TV that had the first remote control ever. Sundays after church Flash Gordon would be on and we’d watch it like clockwork. In the picture above I am 9 and my brother 5 years old. So long ago!

The night before Easter we would put our baskets out for the Easter Bunny. The next morning our baskets would be hidden somewhere in our house with lots of candy and small toys in them. We had to find our hidden baskets and it was so much more fun that way!

Then it was off to church. My father never participated in church so mom and us kids went alone. What can I say except he wasn’t a church going person, but he was a good father.

My father belonged to the Moose Lodge and after church they had an egg hunt they put on for us kids. We enjoyed it very much…they were plastic eggs with toys and candy in them. I’m surprised we didn’t get stomach aches afterwards from eating so much candy.

My favorite Easter candy was anything with chocolate and peeps. What’s your favorite Easter treats? I urge you to share some of your favorite Easter memories with me here.

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This special Easter greeting
Comes across the miles today
To let you know you're thought of
In the very warmest way.

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It means so much at Easter time
To keep in touch with friends
To wish them happiness and cheer
And joy that never ends.
This brings heartfelt greetings
Especially for you
Together with best wishes
For a happy Springtime too.

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Have an
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Easter

Easter brings the best surprises,
Baby chicks and buds in bloom
And Spring sunshine that fills your room.

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PhotobucketSpeaking of Easter bringing the best surprises…I had a great Easter surprise when I got up this morning! The gas bubble in my right eye that I had since my operation on Jan. 19th was completely gone when I woke up! On Easter too, what a blessing indeed!

Friday, March 30, 2012

Car Anxiety Dream 2011

Warning, this is a dream so don’t expect it to make sense.

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I was driving my beloved 93 Miata sports car (named Blue) with the top down and as usual it was clean and we were both looking hot. I pulled into a parking lot that seemed very deserted for the time of day and I went into the store to get a few things. When I came out there was a huge pick up truck parked next to my car, too close for comfort. There were no other vehicles in the parking lot and he was right next to me. I went to unlock my car and it had a big dent in it from the pick up trucks door and I start to freak out! It was a very deep dent. Then the guy comes out and gets in his truck. The first thing I notice is he's a fox! So I go up to his window and nicely ask him why he wasn't more careful about parking his truck. He smiles an awesome smile that makes me melt and tells me to; "Fuck off!" Taken aback, I tell him I still want his insurance information and added that he was an ass and to fuck off himself. As I started to get back into my car I see him start his humongous gas guzzling truck and pull out of the spot; still not giving me his insurance information. I scream; "You can't leave, it's your fault and I need your insurance information to fix my car!" He looks at me and gives me a big smile revving his truck engine. All of a sudden he drives his truck into the front of my car. Awestruck I figure I just have to fix my front bumper and the dent so I ask him to stop this madness now and please let us exchange insurance info. He revs his engine yet again and hits my car on the other side. I am getting really freaked out but no one is around to help. I frantically try to dial 911 but my cell phone won't work. As I'm doing this he is still smiling that damn smile like he thinks he's Fabio or something and continues destroying my car. I try to stand in front of my car while pleading with him to stop but I can tell he isn't going to and I get out of the way at the last minute as he hits it again. He almost hits me and this just makes him start laughing as if he's enjoying it. All of a sudden his truck is a convertible and I throw myself on him, hitting him and begging him to stop. Of course he throws me off and continues until my car is nothing but a blue pile of metal trash. So I beg him again to exchange insurance info so I can get my car fixed, but he just grins, then gives me the finger and takes off in his convertible truck. I can see as he's leaving that his front bumper isn’t even messed up. I try 911 again but my cell phone is useless. By then I am so upset I'm feeling dizzy with anger! Even though my cell never worked the police show up out of nowhere. I am now so upset that I'm screaming at the police about the guy and I can tell they just think I'm crazy and of course he is nowhere to be found. They don't believe me and I get hand cuffed and taken to jail. By then I am totally upset at the police; screaming, spitting at them and flipping out. They end up putting me in one of those bad behavior chairs with a spit guard on my head. I am trying my best to make them believe me but they won't so I have a total meltdown. They don't believe there was another person and it just makes me more upset as things get worse! Suddenly we are in court and the guy is already there with a girlfriend in tow and of course he and his girlfriend (who wasn't even there) say I'm crazy and did it all myself because I wanted to go out with him and he turned me down. I am so angry I get taken out in restraints while I watch the guy and his girlfriend kissing each other and laughing at me. Even the judge is laughing at me. The judge says I'm to be put into a mental hospital and treated until I come to terms with reality. I can't believe this is happening and all I have in my head is the mental image of my car flattened into a blue metal mess while I scream at the judge on the way out. We go through a door and I’m in a mental hospital. I really break down and they give me a knock out shot. When I wake up I'm in a straight jacket and padded room. The male nurse takes me in to see the psychiatrist and he asks me why I think I'm in there. When I tell him he says I'm delusional and I'm put on a suicide watch and force fed heavy duty meds.

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I spit the meds out so they put me in restraints and left me like that on a bed in a room by myself. I am so upset because no one will believe my side of the story and I've lost my beloved car on top of it all! When they finally let me free I throw feces and spit on the doctors and nurses and try to escape. It just makes things worse. The guy and his girlfriend are there at the hospital making like they're sorry that I have to be there but when we get left alone they just make out in front of me and laugh at how clever they are. After their visit I am livid and try to escape. I get caught and taken into the doctor and tell him what happened. He tells me I can’t follow reality and need shock treatment. I am so sedated I have trouble following what he says. I can barely walk or talk. They schedule me for shock treatment and take me into the room and strap me down. I can’t move at all as I struggle to get free. As they get me ready for the shock treatment I burst open with frustration, fear and anger. Then I feel the coldness of the conducting gel as they apply it to my temples. It feels nice. They force the mouth piece in my mouth and it tastes like bitter rubber. I almost gag as I try to scream. Everything is so blurry and I feel vomit rising in my throat. I’m sure I’m going to choke. They throw the switch and I wake up in my bed. I was screaming and thrashing in my sleep and heard myself calling out and it made me wake up.

OMG, what a dream! Almost text book in many ways. Also it's an extremely personal dream showing me many of my internal fears past and present. Freud would of had a hay day with this one. I was so happy to be awake.

Some of my dreams are horrible nightmares like this but most of them are pretty cool. I keep a Dream Journal by my bedside so when I wake up I can write them down before I forget them. It works well. I think dreams tell a person so much about what’s happening with one’s self and sometimes what’s really on our minds. I will be posting more dreams in the future.

Do you dream much or remember your dreams?

Thursday, March 29, 2012

The Haunted Jesus Statue At The Greenwood Cemetery

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This is how I was taught to think of Jesus as I went through Catechism and Sunday School at the St. Paul Lutheran Church in my home town. In my early teen years a brand new statue of Jesus was erected at the main entrance to the Greenwood Cemetery when they updated the entrance on East Barker Ave. The statue looked like the Biblical Jesus, but this was where the comparison ended…as my friends and I soon discovered!

Living a few blocks away from the cemetery and having played there a lot through my childhood, I already knew the cemetery layout very well. Since we did live so close to it and East Barker Ave. was a main drag, we drove past there all the time when going places.

One night as my mother drove us home after we picked up some fast food for dinner we saw it for the first time. They had spot lights on it at night time and the statue was up high on a stone platform. The lights at night made Jesus look inviting and heavenly indeed. We continued on home to eat.


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Here’s a picture of the haunted Jesus statue on East Barker Ave.


Laying in bed that night I thought about the time we snuck into the old care takers house as children. The care taker lived in a scary looking house on the premises and us kids were sure that the old man was an evil body snatcher of some kind. He had chased us a few times when he found us running around the cemetery at night and it had petrified us. If we got caught we were sure he would take our bodies and no one would ever hear from us again.

One day we decided to go into his haunted looking house to see for ourselves. (These were the days when people didn’t bother to lock their homes.) It was still light outside and we thought he would be out working on the grounds. Before we got too far inside his creepy home he surprised us by being there. All of a sudden we ran into him and he said; “You shouldn’t be in here!” That’s all we heard as we ran for our lives! He chased us until we got over the fence but we were scared out of our wits and positive he would get us somehow.

As I fell asleep thinking of this and the new Jesus statue I had a nightmare. The old man had been around for a long, long time and wanted things his way. He didn’t want Jesus there. He fought with Jesus and wanted him gone. He couldn’t drive him out or snatch his body (Jesus was too powerful) but he did manage to put an evil spell on him. He turned Jesus into the statue and broke it into little pieces. I woke up with my heart beating fast and felt very scared. I couldn’t sleep well the rest of the night.

The next morning life went on as usual. My brother and I got up and went to school where at lunch I told some girlfriends about my dream. They just laughed at me of course. None of them had ever spent much time in the cemetery and I didn’t hang with these girls when I was younger. I thought to myself, what do they know? I was glad when school was over and I walked home trying to forget all about my dream and the sting of my girlfriend’s making fun of me.

Less then a week after my dream there was an article in the News Dispatch. It said the Jesus statue had been vandalized and that the statue had been chipped on and the nose on the statue had been broke off. They figured that kids had done this but as of yet no one had been caught. I was shocked and felt sick to my stomach. Had my dream somehow come true?

I walked over there to see for myself. The statue wasn’t really in pieces but it was chipped up and the nose was completely gone. I thought it must have been kids myself, although nothing else had been vandalized. Feeling somewhat better I walked back home.

In the mean time the cemetery fixed it and in no time it was back to normal. They never did find out who did it and that was the end of it. I chalked my dream up to just being my vivid imagination acting up and life went on.

Not even a month later they found Jesus chipped up again without his nose. The chips were in the exact same places which was really strange so some of my childhood friends that used to play with me in the cemetery and I got together to talk about it. I told them about my dream and we went to look at the statue. I told them I had walked here to see it the first time and it looked the very same way that time. We all felt a chill go through us like in the old days. We still didn’t know what to think, but were starting to feel that maybe the Jesus statue was haunted.

The statue was fixed again and all was well. This time it stayed fixed until I saw it happened again in the paper. There was a reward for anyone who had information on who was doing it but nobody ever showed up to claim it. I, for one was starting to feel very unsettled about it all.

The cops were keeping an eye on it but it would happen again when they weren’t around. Being a small town we didn’t have enough cops to put someone on watch 24/7 and even the paper pointed out that it seemed to be chipped the same way each time with the nose missing. None of the chipped off pieces were left behind either. Of course the cops thought it was kids, but what kids vandalize the same way every time? I would think they’d get bored and go destroy something else.

I always loved hanging out in this particular cemetery. Of course I have family members resting there but the history of it is so cool! There are parts of it that are so old that the stones are all but worn away. Another part where all the babies (including my brother) who died were buried there. There’s an area they buried unidentified people in and beautiful mausoleum/crypt buildings spread all over the grounds. The statues and gravestones are gorgeous and the landscape is so lush. Still, there is some kind of evil lurking there and my friends and I have felt it.

Every time the statue of Jesus was fixed they found it in the same condition only to have to fix it again. In a small town talk gets around quickly and many people (adults included) felt that the statue was haunted although no one could explain how or why. If it was kids why would they do it again and again? You’d think they’d get tired of it or grow out of it, but no.

The haunted Jesus statue was fixed each time and always ended up the same way. No one could explain why this kept happening and no one was ever caught to blame it on. The statue  is still like this to this day and remains a mystery. And what about the evil left to it’s own devices all those years ago?


 

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One thing about Michigan City is that we have always had hauntings in our town, some of which I experienced myself so I know hauntings are for real. If you do a search about hauntings in Michigan City you will find some of these stories in our history about hauntings in certain parts of the city.

My father got murdered in 1990 in his home while he was in the living room on the couch. (The authorities called it a suicide but I know better.) Afterwards I saw him in his house  4 different times. His house is still haunted. But that my friends is another story.